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I dance my way to freedom every day.
I feel like every day is a battle here. There hasn't been any days when I haven't woken up and wondered what the hell I am doing here. Feeling a bit lost and hopeless I usually try and force myself out the door for a run. If I don't do it before breakfast the feeling will persist until I do, so might as well get it over with ASAP.
Never easy, though I slowly build up some resolve and tell myself that I'm gonna be stoked once I start running. This is the truth though, and invariably after a few minutes of pattering down to the ocean I get into a rhythm, and begin to question why I ever wanted to stay inside :D
Victory #1! Next obstacle: get some school work done. This is a tricky and elusive task. It always seems as though there's lots to do, but really my brain knows that it can wait till later. So I try in vain to be productive which never happens while I'm at home, so I eat something and make myself scarce...
The day goes on.
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Sounds tough, it sucks when you get down about where you're at! Any prospects for some skiing? That would liven things up!
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Yeah, maybe in a month or so. The semester's going by pretty quick though, classes end last week of November, then exams, then I can go visit the mountains for a couple of weeks before heading home!!
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